Uhm hi I'm back and I actually did it. :| Uh, I surprise myself at times?

I'm going through a WEIRD stage in my life.
A very weird stage.
I hope people can put up with me through it.

I want to bash my head through a wall for doing it again. Goddamnit I told you not to.. :(
Oh god I'm being too weird. :( I just don't want to feel sad or uncomfortable, or anxious anymore. :(

I... don't know when it started, that I've been feeling weird about posting in my own LJ handle.

I have this really... really strong feeling that it would be better to move journals. But I'm a sentimental kid and I'm not really sure. If I should suck it all up and stay or actually do something that would make me more comfortable.

I...

I'm not sure, at all.

So lost atm. :/